Gonna change this place to a travel blog, maybe occasionally will write things that i think i should? or maybe when there's an urge to write something then i will write it. Feel free to ask me anything with regards to either Japan or Korea. ^^ will gladly help if i have the time
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Hi, im back here again. Last day of 2013.
was looking through ask.fm and today's question of the day : Was this year a good year for you?
Wasn't really a good year for me ; but the trip made this year FELT better. Not that it turned certain tables around, but without it, i think i wouldnt have pulled through school and the life after exams. ( no, it should be the life after getting back results ) /--\
Thank every buddha and god out there for the new friends i met ( shoma, rei-chan , mr heng's wife to be, roy ), kind strangers, and of course better friendships between people who i've already met.
I disappoint myself too much this year, but at the same time, im amazed at myself. ( only on how im able to make my mother loan me money for the trip. ) v^_^v
Im not gonna write some new year resolutions, cos at the end of the day, i dont think i will remember them even in Feb. Heck, by next week I'd probably forget them already.
Better just do what I should be doing, or rather, doing what i feel that i ought to do. haha. this place really advocates self-talk.
But for the past two weeks i have been thinking about how i placed too much focus on other people while i forgot about myself this year. Spending ( TOO MUCH ) money just because i feel obliged, waiting for replies on whatsapp, refreshing feed to see how many likes i have on instagram ( haha, guilty of that ), and you know... time and resources are wasted.
SO THE ONLY NOTE TO MYSELF FOR 2014 : I NEED TO PUT MORE FOCUS ON MYSELF, AND MYSELF ONLY.
( partly because of my plight in school ) but you know, i shouldnt be spending a lot on people anymore. i dont even have enough for myself..... /--\ ( haha, wanna save up for another japan trip in 2014 laaaaaaaaa ) and maybe taiwan and korea again. better just focus on school first.
really glad that i forged better friendships this year though.
mr heng,chenfang,psm,philina,thamhin,dennis.kaiwei
woah, actually i dont really have a lot of friends. T-T
but anyway, nemos should reunite again in 2014. missing them badly. =.=
okay bye. ^^ happy new year.
LAST OF 2013 Tuesday, December 31, 2013
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