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"til death do us apart". today as we parted ways, i dont think i will take it very easy. from now onwards, every dog i see will remind me of you. i guess you never know exactly how much we love you,baby. i dont know how to stop all these now, but i guess... i will cry to sleep later. T.T
though i have been saying that you'll go away soon, but i didnt know yesterday was the last time i touched you and fed you water. blogging is suppose to be therapeutic, but i dont think it's working.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH. why must you go now?
yesterday as i witness the lamb-sacrifice by the muslims two steps away from the killing spot, those blood that gushed out like water sent an urge to tear. and then i thought about death and separation. and those thoughts inevitably led to you, whose eyes are already.... worn out.
i love you,more than life. but i hope death is a happier route for you than being here with us, with illness catching up. i think you're suffered more than what i am suffering now. :/
mintues of silence for you. r.i.p
Thursday, November 18, 2010