Gonna change this place to a travel blog, maybe occasionally will write things that i think i should? or maybe when there's an urge to write something then i will write it. Feel free to ask me anything with regards to either Japan or Korea. ^^ will gladly help if i have the time

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CHAI JARRATT ANN RUIJING YUTING LIFEN GAMALIEL JOANNE 4E6 CLASS BLOG! XINYI JESSICA GAN ZHIYUN JONATHAN YUXUAN LITONG MIKE SAMMY

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i think the vexation from using the laptop is starting to kick in, and im starting to feel very hopeless and pathetic. -.-

today's suppose to be a day to enjoy and celebrate the last paper of block tests. almost one month of mia-ing from jonathan and clique, and one month of doing things related to school, i should be enjoying myself and  feeling rewarded today. but sigh, i didnt. no offence, but the things we did wasnt that satisfactory. watched movie, not something im anticipating for. ate at amk,and wasted A LOT of time deciding where to go next. i dont want to go on already. while doing all these, i thought about many possibilities. about who will i hang out with, where will i go instead, what kind of exciting stuff that will take place and etc.

listing one by one out, actually there isn't many that i can turn to.louis has geog paper in the afternoon, jonathan and friends found their new lives without us and probably studying til late, ruohan who should be in school til late as well, ruzzie ann chunkit or whoever will be studying, probably not having spare time for anything except for their intensive revisions. thinking about it, this will be the reality for the next two years, isnt it? then, who's left? who's left is only the guy on my phone's wallpaper, screensaver, laptop's wallpaper as well, and etc. if i continue to list, it'll make me sound even more... loser, isnt it. thinking about it, what did i do after last year's block test? i actually have no idea. band's always around the corner, and i think i wasted my life ( incessantly ). feliciatan talked about parallel dimensions, and it makes me wonder if the other me in another world is suffering (like today).

somehow, i miss having mike in school, or just hanging around us. he accompanied me to collect my dvd, which might be a very difficult task for the others to do without complaining and thinking how worthless are they, or complaing how far is it, because that time we went all the way to redhill/queenstown from yishun.

now, actually who'd spend their time travelling to kallang, somewhere lacking of constructive urbanisation, somewhere so unconvenient to do something that is not related to their own welfare? -.- only the guy in my phone will follow me everywhere. :( no, i should be optimistic, because, at least it's yamashita after all.

the laptop's spoilt screen made it miserable to watch videos, and it is killing me every second.

how pathetic you are.
the more i read what i've typed, the extent of feeling pathetic is almost suffocating.
im out.