SHINE!

almost finishing 1 litre of tears.

the special episode was almost all of the recaps

from ep 1 to 11. even though i watched all of them

thoroughly,those scenes still tug heartstrings.

and yes,i cried watching every ep.

consequences? dehydration and SEVERE eye bags!

im a very emotional person. LOL!

and...that is really not quite a good thing.

i know my blog is nothing but full with

my YAMAPI and JAP DRAMA stuff.

gomen ne. :)

cannot help it but to write all of that down.

cos, to me,they are highly inspirational.

admiring an idol is not a bad thing,well, to me.

even though supporting them requires ALOT

of money. jap magazines in kinokuniya is

like... almost 2 times or 1.5 times the cost in japan.

and, concert pamphlets/ photobooks..

the cost of it is emptying my wallet.

but, all of it is exchanged to good feelings!

i really hope yamapi replies to my letter.

:/ *prays hard!

perhaps all of the doings/fandom/buying magazines/

supporting them is actually waiting for some

encouragement or perhaps buying some hope?

LOL. profound?

perhaps it's hard to understand yea?

really want to go japan. esp the aquarium.

ahhhhhhh.

i dont know what to blog about anymore.

my phone is spoilt.that resulted me to dig out my

old nokia phone,which i thought it was spoilt.

i dismantled some parts,and... some what managed to save it.

it was nostalgic to lie on the bed and meddle with it.

i still remembered the old sec one days,when i bugged my

mother to get that phone for me. promised alot of things

to her,in exchange for that phone.and now...

it's sad to know that the old me treated that nokia phone like

treasure,and the current me threw the phone somewhere

else. perhaps all of us is like that?

it is definitely saddening,isn't it?

and it's been long since i blog this way.

hehhhh.count yourself lucky when you're reading this!

alot of yt ppl applying for yjc yea?

im not sure if it's a gd thing or not,but,

there's alot of competition..

but,competition motivates!

i hope so. LOL.

feeling inferior now. :/

anywaysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

suppose to go back sch today,for band,along with

ruohan. meeting at 730,but in the end,we didnt go.

ruohan slept til 12 plus. AWESOME. me too,

every hour i'd call her. LOLSSSS.

den.. WE'RE GOING TO SUHAIDAH'S HSE AGAIN!

woohoo! im trying my best to take leave~

ahhhhhhh. we're going to her hse for BIGBANG GOODIES.

im still touched by the scenes of 1 litre of tears.

and perhaps,perhaps... only in dramas,

such romantic lines/actions exist.

hmmmm.im just two parts away from the

finishing line,ne.

and yes! tml, i will be getting my long awaited NEWS

PARTY PAMPHLET FROM JAPAN! omgggg.

can't wait.

woohoo!

p.s : i didnt know i can be that famous for my

" yjc " story. o.o

words spread fast.

Saturday, January 17, 2009