SHINE!

went for a wedding dinner.

it was someone considered as a distant relative,

but i had fun. ( well,sort of. )

it was fun meeting up with ppl i haven

meet since a year ago. childhood friends?

or distant cousins? hmmm.

anyways.i was very glad tad we,all the young

ppl got to sit tgt in the same table.and ya,

tad was after some changes we made ourselves

regarding the seating plan. it's after we met,den i realised

that i really missed them alot.

things change constantly.and,like always,

im afraid of changes. afraid? no.

perhaps i want to really avoid them.

dread. that's the word for it.

today marks the end of my "band life".

im so sorry for all the last minute cards i made.

while reshma's/ann's/my section's/angela's cards

were very pretty and neat,mine was full of scotch tapes

and crappy-looking. i feel so guilty for it.

there's alot to thank. there's alot to say too.

for all the times we had in band,either good or bad,it was all shared.

there wasn't anything like, YOU, will handle all

the stress yourself. unconsciously,through rambling

and complaining and story-telling,the burden was shared.

thank you,for those who bothered to listen.

thank you,for those who encouraged.

thank you,for those who lend a helping hand in times of need.

special mention to the people in

the batch of 2008 are :

my section : amirah/grace/emelia and the rest,

my quartermasters : yuting/priscilla/ruijing/ayyeed

my seniors : nicole/angela

other ppl : liuqing/melanie/weiyee

most impt ppl tad kept me going :

ANN/RESHMA/RUZZIE/KENGADEVI/RUOHAN.

without all of the above,i guess that i could have

quitted band and joined some ~~loser~~ cca.

i hope ruohan like the bigbang scarf we ordered.

hey! it's shipped from korea! i think. LOL.

i love what ruohan said today for her speech.

i hope you guys read this.( cos im still feeling guilty for the cards )

but for no special occasion,i would also like to thank

for a special bunch of people.

NEMO GANG.

for the constant stream of support and encouragement.

for the funny gags that made the atmosphere happier.

for the company that you guys provided.

for being understanding and chivalrous all the time.

for listening to my boring ramblings and complaints and stories.

for always being there.

( i felt the surge of..sadness? ) lol.

yuxuan! you're not forgotten.

thank you for all this while. really really.

i hope your results will be up to standard.

lastly,the most important person in my life.

hmmm, there should be a few.but yes,the main point is

YAMASHITA TOMOHISA. aka YAMAPI.

ultimately,his existence made me live abit happier.

i would also want to work as hard as him.

i would also want to be someone like him,who thinks deep

and mature,and... ( there's more than words to name everything down )

im super dependent on yamapi,ain't i?

this is like thanksgiving,isn't it?

and for that one person.

i hope things are getting better at your side.

even though i dont even get a hint about wad's going on,

but pls stay healthy.and i hope you dont get to read this.

this shall be a little...hmmm.. ( charm? )

for things to get better?

most importantly,stay healthy.and happy,that's important too,

isn't it.

okay.im going to watch my drama.

i'll continue on this little game of thanksgiving soon.

am i? lol.

Saturday, December 20, 2008