SHINE!

to : my best friend.

(i put that for fun,anyway.) or..am i? :D

right now.i think i want to work hard?

yes,me,working hard. don't believe,

den well,it's just your problem la.

throughout the years.i have this thing for :

philina [bestie/hi-5 fans]

mitchell melissa fangli jasmine ruohan (and the others)

meiting weizhuang clarence zaki aaron.

watson justin jennhao

howleong joycelyn vanessa leehao

ruzzie ann reshma ruijing

jessica toh weiyee hannah cheryl tham jiaqi

danial ziyuan farid (and maybe dylan and gang)

ken chinrong eshawn guanjie

jonathan zhiyun derrick eugene xinyi belinda jessica gan

yuting litong yuxuan weiqi and my section

jarratt yanzhen carl aidil hancai

actually i have quite alot of best friends and good friends.

but each and every one of them holds some

specific place in my mind. don't use the word heart for

now,cos,it'll sound mushy.

it's like one special place that only that friend can take up.

and even though you might not treat me as your best

friend too,it's okay.

you may be like : who wants to be your best friend?

but i would be like : what do you have to lose anyway?

the reason why i brought the whole best-friend-thing up is

because,i watched made of honour?

and that this being-grateful-thing poped out sporadically?

it's like..time brings ppl apart,and no.

i don't think that's how it goes.or how it should go.

i don't want time to make everyone to feel like,

we're not smth smth anymore.

this whole bond(s) thingy requires understanding and

tonnes of hard work of compromising,

requires that forgive-and-forget spirit.

needs the standing-by-each-other kind of drive.

best friends have this special telepathy thing.

they always make you laugh,i guess.

when they find smth funny,they will say : that's so (blahblahblah).

awww. from made of honour.

brings back gd memories,btw.

and hint! thank you for your goodluck msgs,

esp if you msged to my old number.

now using other number already eh? to those who

still msges to the 9794... number. THANKS AR!~

and to those whom didnt say gdluck or anything,

erm..it's okay. i guess. (:

back to the friendship thing,

you still hold a place,everyone does.

some of you appeared out of nowhere to lend me a guiding hand.

and some of you just make me laugh.

and of course,some of you encouraged when im in

the shittest mood,esp recently?

it's quite disappointing to not hear from you...

and close ones. but,it's okay la.

when you avoid me,i avoid too. it's so obvious. :/

the back waves of the lake pushes the front waves.

(chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang) chinese.

you're doing it,so i have no choice eh?

saddening,but,i hope this whole thing will be over.

well,your call. :]

watched made of honour. of course,not everyone likes this kind

of romance comedy,but yea.carl,yanzhen,aidil,faiz and danial

went. so next time,i guess it will only be me,carl and yanzhen

watching this kind of shows. (:

thus,next in line,

i guess im telling myself that im not going to think about things

not related to amaths,physics,chemistry,

emaths,english or combined humans? self-control.

and even though how i met your mother is so-ever-tempting,

i'll still set restrictions. this whole period of june will be a little

breather for us.

there's this question,burning.

Monday, May 26, 2008