I AM FEELING A MIXTURE OF EMOTIONS NOW.
FUCK YOU RUIJING!im now hurling vulgarities under my breath.
you wanna come and go just like tad?
you are getting me very irritated la!
do you know i have so much to go through now?
no.obviously you don't.
and i thought we went through SO MUCH together.
and when the teachers ran the meeting with the chiefs,
they mentioned about the band being not united.
and i realised that,IT IS MY QMs,WHO MADE UP THE MOST UNITED TEAM
IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE BAND.
noticed the word
MY QMs?**** YOU RUIJING.for not noticing how much
shits we had to do,WADEVER!
i dont expect my own juniors to be like this okay.
any other junior can pangseh,but not my QMs.
I PERSONALLY GROOMED EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.pinned high hopes on you guys too.
and yet? INGRATES!
and yes,don't be the next you-now-who can?
who forgot about everything we accomplished.
i have so much in my hands now.
but yet i chose to blog.
let me tell you! even if i am away from band,
all i cared was you guys.and efff you! if you didn't
know tad,and thought i didn;t gave a damn about qms.
and thought i was running away.
everybody can choose to not trust me,
but not you,shitman!
and anybody can just treat me as transparent,but not you.
cos i groomed every hair of yours,shared everything with you
if i had anything in the first place.
in times of need for company,it was you who turned up.
and not anybody else.and now you wanna walk off like tad?
im sorry,but you're fettered.
fettered to wad you're suppose to be.
you made me damn irritated today.
apart from you,there's so much things for me to do now.
why are you so realistic?
im still hurling vulgarities under my breath.
im not feeling good nowadays.
you noticed i said more "*ucks" than usual?
can you imagine wad im going through?
and im sorry if i passed the "emo" virus to xinyi and belinda.
CHEER UP OKAY?
even though im still not in the mood.
people tend to come and go as and when they like.
i am very disappointed.
dont want to care anymore about you all any longer.
thank you,cow and pig.
F-O LA!