Gonna change this place to a travel blog, maybe occasionally will write things that i think i should? or maybe when there's an urge to write something then i will write it. Feel free to ask me anything with regards to either Japan or Korea. ^^ will gladly help if i have the time

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hits

almost the last day of the year.
haven chiong hw.
haven do anything.

here,i want to thank

those who helped me,
those who bothered about me,
those who cared about me,
those who asked me out of concern,
those who accompanied me,
those who shared with me,
those who bought me stuff,
those who listened to me,
those who talked to me,
those who lent me money,
and those many many nice things you guys did to me.

read ken's blog.
felt very touched when you mentioned me.
almost cried. serious.thanks!
and not forgetting xinyi's. thank you too.

in life,there's always ups and downs.
and perhaps not everyone is bothered to read all
i want to say,or rather,sometimes dont
care wad i typed here.

its okay.really okay.
throughout this entire 2007,
i experienced many many things.
good ones,bad ones,wadever.

nobody is perfect.and i know im not capable
anymore.cancel the word "anymore".
maybe change the word to "period" or "in the first place".

lack of motivation.
in short,im easily affected.
i cannot stop the rain from falling,
i cannot stop the world from turing,
just like,i cannot stop and changed wad happened.

this is life right?
come what may.
i will chiong hw,will chiong all the things needed to do.

dont believe den dont believe la.
lies? i thanked them.

and i really thanked those who helped and cared.
esp...alot of ppl?
shall list them out on 31st or smth.

now i understand why ppl want to give up
on certain things.
why ppl chose the road to death/suicidal/blah blah blah.

will work doubly hard now.
maybe will stop anime-ing already.
heroes,ghost whisperer,yea.

must have a goal in mind.
get to temasek jc.
its hard to get in,but i will still try.
will still put in effort.

and last but not least.
i realised tad tears will eventually dry up.
after all the crying,things wont changed to wad
you hoped hard.
tears will only help to relieve the temporary pain.
but afterall,if you dont take the needle in ur heart
out,ur heart will still bleed.

abit exaggerating,but,tad's how i see it.
maybe im really not good enough for certain things.
but i wont disappoint those who supported,and
having high hopes for me.
ppl like my mother,aunt,and some other ppl.
and my dog.which i believed it hoped the very best for me
all along,even after it bit me? ^_^
and also.my past away grandfather.
maybe this is the only thing i could do.

spent alot these days.
going in and out of city area costs me
many bombs.mrt/taxi very ex suddenly.
although its not smth i get in the end,
but it's worth the money la.

psst! i really want k850i.
and maybe levi's jeans.that one and only design.
grrrrrr.
so where will the money come from?
and i owe derrick 100bucks.

second largest amount lent.
houmun lent me 150 last year.
derrick lent me 100 on 26th.
den aaron lent me 50 before,i think.

felt really touched apart from the things which
is happening to make me feel very,moodless/useless/wadever.

thanks buddayes!