SHINE!

WORK HARD RUOHAN!
and no doubt.yuding shall do the same.
right? :D yea.cos i dun wanna let ppl down. ._.
this applies to quite alot ppl.

to miss tanlitong.
just wanna say im honored to see my name.
ha.and yay.thank you.

to miss kwehyuting also.triple science!
do what i cannot.dun make mistakes i made?

felt quite motivated ytd and today.
flunk physics test. :/

*teacher giving out test results

yongjun : yuding.dun feel sad after getting them back.
yuding : haha.okay la.i know you passed them.

*teacher called out my name.
*sees the marks,give that aiya-fail-again look.

yongjun : fail again ar? how much you got?
yuding : dun need say one la.kena own like siao.hurhur.

* does corrections.

yongjun : [told jessica,darren,and others whom heard
him saying.cos he said it too loudly.]
you know last time yuding used to do pretty well?
esp like in sec one? last year was not bad also.
she really gained respect from me.

* looked at yongjun.felt a tingle of happiness. I smiled.

yongjun : but tad was last time la.i dunno wad happen to her.
now its like DOT-DOT-DOT. LOLS!

what im trying to convey isnt how great i used to be,
but rather,how i've changed la.and maybe.
the driving force isnt there anymore,lats not use
"isnt there anymore" but rather : "its slowly fading away."
catching it back.perhaps what i caught in the net doesnt
look like what it used to be,but.no choice right.
its like fishing.you cannot choose what is hooked up
on the line at the end of the day.if the thing struggles
and you know the line is snapping soon,
1.) either get it over and done with,and grab the thing up.
2.) or to let it go.

enough of stories.hurrrr.i hope this will keep you all occupied?
until,NEXT TIME DEN?
and yess,i wanna gain that respect back.
self pride and confidence is also on my list.
haven been confident nowdays.
everything lies on the driving force i think.
so yeap.thats all.bye guys.

Friday, August 24, 2007